SAPPHIRE AND FADED JEANS Ü

i sometimes wonder the awesomeness of friendship, the magic that binds it and the obligations that comes with it. if it makes you cry, if it makes your heart beat faster, if it doesn't aknowledge your presence, is there any good reason to stay, to invest, and to emphatize?

i value my friends in the same way that i value my family. i admit it, i crave for attention, i thirst for concern and i long for assurance. well, who doesn't?

i give too much. too much that there is nothing left for myself. maybe i am just scared of what will happen if i stop giving my all. i am scared that life would get back at me and give me something that i don't want, something that would really drown me and leave me dead.

gone are the days that i can stand up for myself. my plate are so full right now that i don't know which, what or who to prioritize first. i should set two seperate plates. one for work and one for play.

somebody rescue me before it is too late.