SAPPHIRE AND FADED JEANS Ü

please say sorry to my EGO. thanks!

you piss me off -- big time. i hope you know that. naiinis ako sayo. sobra. pinipigilan ko lang yung sarili ko. sige na. ikaw na yung magaling. ikaw na yung the best! IKAW NAMAN LAGI E. gr.

basta ang alam ko, i am on the right track. ewan ko sayo kung nasaan ka. bahala ka sa buhay mo. i am tired of keeping up with you. ayoko na.

walang magtatanong kung sino ito. figure this out. kung feeling mo, ikaw ito, then, VG ka!

p.s.

feeling ko, bukas, okay na ako e. so wag na lang pansinin ito. pero for now, i am so hating you!

can somebody tell me what went wrong?

hope. hope. hope. she will hope. hope until the end of her days. hope until the world gives her what she really wants. hope until all the echoes, non-sensical whispers subside.

pushing things too much won't do anything good. so now that things are pretty much fine, i'll just let it remain that way without moving a finger to try to change it for the better. i learned my lesson well. acceptance is a virtue that is difficult to learn. mastery of acceptance could have saved me from so much excruciating pain. oh well, what's done is done. i still have a life. good thing, i still have a life.

i am still aiming for the ultimate life. basically, there are 10 steps* and unfortunately, i am still on the 4th step**. so, i am apologizing in advance, if in the days to come, i am irritable, snob, and Über - emotional.

           *10 steps - fictional. the product of my impulsive hypothalamus.Ü

           **4th step - fictional also. according to my influential hypotahlamus, anger and denial daw ito.

these past few days were like hell for me. the feeling of wanting to be actually there; but, you just can't because you don't know what is stopping you from doing so. you have so much to say, so much to show, so much to cry about; but, you just can't because it is unnecessary. it won't change a thing.

my affections will not serve as an air to your deflated ego. tandaan mo yan. 

don't drown me. just look. smile. i can. just give me sometime.

LOL. ♥ from my xanga with love(?). i can't think of anything else to write/post about. so, i settled for this copy - paste piece of shit a.k.a the highlights of my xanga phase. haha. enjoy reading readers! i really did enjoy my time browsing my past entries in xanga. some made me cry and some made me say "WTF, i said that??!". anyway, some of you might find the quotable quotes stated above familiar,er, when that happens, tawa na lang kayo. tawa na lang us. ERGO, i learned that HAPPINESS is a choice. don't settle for the second best. find the ultimate one! Ü

to HAPPINESS! *cheers*