SAPPHIRE AND FADED JEANS Ü

Two years ago, I was this innocent girl who never slept without reading a chapter or two in her textbooks. She'd rather finish up an assignment than talk with a friend over coffee. She had spent her freetime at home watching DVD's and reading novels instead of meeting up with her girlfriends to hang-out and have a good time. Two years ago, I was likable. I was a GOOD girl. I was not happy.

Now, i am happier. I may not be as likable as i used to be; but, i still possess the same old sweetness that made me shine in spite of gloom and longing. Way, i am a bad girl. a good girl gone bad. haha. nyeh-eh. kiddings! i just decided to free myself form those maria clara-ish principles and Über conservative views i once had about life and stuffs that's in it.

today, she can now sleep without reading the prescribed article in class. she is so ready to ditch her homeworks over a talk with a friend. her freetimes these days are not spent inside the crib unless, she is so angry that she wants to kill herself (do you get how much i hate staying at home?).

i know that i've changed -- a lot. i once thought that i was lost. i was this close (pretend that you can see my thumb and my index finger so close to each other) to being my highschool self again.  fortunately, i found myself, my happiness, my fulfillment and my contentment just in time.