June 14th, 2008
all the bones in my body are tamad
medyo tamad ako ngayon. try ko next time, baka medyo masipag na ako.
medyo tamad ako ngayon. try ko next time, baka medyo masipag na ako.
since everybody's ranting about the _____________________________. i guess, i'll rant about them also.
so far, yan pa lang naman ang nakikita kong di maganda at dapat kainisan. there is more to come! much love. ♥
just shoot me. i am a total loser when it comes to..there you go. shit.
p.s.
i want to go shopping. money, pleeeeassssee???? (read: yung scarf.) sige na jhong, pagtawanan mo na ako. hahah.
tv prod gets me so excited. hip hip hurray!
casa pictorial: kasama ba ako? idts.
funny how things turned out.
how one day, i was so deperate for answers, for quick solutions but never for the truth for it would definitely hurt my insides, my ego and myself.
for some weird instance, after a reasonable period of time, i found, not just the answers, not just the solutions but the truth that is not painful and hopeless.
patience is a virtue. trust me, it really pays off. don't rush things. if it's meant to be fixed, be grateful. if it's really not meant for you, let go. holding on is not the safest choice. let us learn not to dwell in the past. the past can create an illusion, a longing, a pseudohope that can suck all the happiness and authentic hope within you.
i have learned my lesson well. people have seen. people can still see.
p.s.
this is for deb. hugggg!
get ko na yata. no need to explain. i am tired of THE blank blank. shit. i can't fuckin' explain things around me anymore esp. the blank that i call THE blank blank.
you know what?
probably, it's probable. dapat get mo na e. do i really have to explain fuckin' everything to you aaaa???????
p.s.
di ako galit. mainit lang talaga sa asturias at sa kahit saan man ako magpunta. haha.